Monday, September 27, 2004

long time

man i haven't wrote on blogger for a while now.
i guess the whole ordeal with work and going out a lot has finally caught up to me. but right now i am tired and exhausted and i am just chilling. i made this new layout for my best friend stephanie who is going to use it for xanga. but i thought i put it on blogger so she will be able to preview it. and she can tell me if she likes it or not. but my design skills hasn't been so sharp lately. since i haven't been on the computer as much. and also its like i forget what tool is what too. and then that is how i know that i need to start refreshing my memory about these two art programs i use. which is adobe and paintshop. but other then that, pretty much shaun and me are still together. and everything is going good between us. and also MY 18TH BIRTHDAY is around the corner. i turn 18 on OCTOBER 3RD. isn't that tight. man boy does it feel good to turn 18 and like be able to do whatever i want. but the other thing that sucks is that i have to pay $150 rent. errr...and then like i got to get a different cellphone plan and then i got to go to the eye doctors. to get my contacts for my eyes. but hopefully i will make the 3 month probation. and then i will get health coverage from albertsons. but other then that everything has been cool.

there is also one thing that is on my mind right now. and i think i might be pregnant. but i am not so sure. cause like i was feeling lightheaded today. and also i felt somewhat sick. but i think it might be that i am coming close to getting my period. i think that might be that reason. but i got to wait until next week to figure out if i am pregnant or not. but if i am then i will have to keep it. but then i have to figure out who i am going to live with cause my dad isn't going to tolerate me being pregnant and in his house. so i hope that i am not pregnant. but i will have to see. cause if i am then i got 9 months to work and also save money so that i can get a car. and then like if i am pregnant shaun's mom will be happier then ever. and like she told me that if my dad kicked me out i could go and stay with them. and then like she would take care of the kid but then also my stepmom wants to take care of the baby too so idk who going to be watching the baby. but all i know is that i got 1 more week to figure out if i am pregnant or not. but i think i am not pregnant. and then again shaun thinks i am pregnant. boy. i got to see.

well, onto other news. sunday is a sucky day to work forreal haha i mean like it just sucks. and also like things just go to slow when you work on a sunday. but i work on monday and i got tuesday off. but i also hope that stephanie is able to give me off on the 8th and 9th of october so i can go out and go clubbing. and also i asked for the 3rd off too cause it is my 18th birthday. well, i got to see what the schedule for next week is going to look like. cause it gets printed on friday of this week.

next. i am throwing a kickback on the 9th of october at my exs- allen's house in woodland, cali. and then like on the 8th. me and a couple of peoples from my work and allen and all his friends are going to the club. the club we probably go to is the rage or detour or empire. me not sure right now. but i just want everyone to have fun on that night. but i think we might end up going to vacaville, ca. to go to the club called detour. but mostly there is going to be a lot of people at the kickback. cause we are going to be drinking and stuff. i might end up spending the night at allen's house again. and i hope my bf goes to the kickback. and also that he is able to sleepover too. but i am sad that he can come with me to the club when i go. cause he doesn't turn 18 until january 8th. which sucks.

but til laters. thats simple what is happening with me right now.

# posted by Jy | 12:38 AM

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